Stupid week (revision)

I barely have enough sleep this week. I slept 4 hours per day at the most. I felt like I've worked myself to death.

Exhaustion is an understatement. Sooner or later my body will wear itself out and I'll fall sick immediately.

My time were divided on doing assignment, playing, and eating, with no time left for sleeping.

I'm cursing the existence of school.

My mind flies back to the the time when I'm still free, but with nothing important to do I fell to the pattern of playing and sleeping. It's very boring.

I think I'll tolerate school just for the sake of avoiding boredom.

Stupid week

I barely have enough sleep this week. I slept 4 hours per day at the most. I fell like I've worked myself to death.

Exhaustion is an understatement. Sooner or later my body will wear itself out and I'll fall sick immediately.

My time were divided on doing assignment, playing, and eating, no time left for sleeping.

I'm cursing the existence of school.

My mind flies back to the the time when I'm still free, but with nothing important to do I fell to the pattern of playing and sleeping. It's very boring.

I think I'll tolerate school just for the sake of avoiding boredom.

Falling Apart

Since last year, everything is falling apart. My work value, goals, even motivation.

I'm confuse about what to do and what to think about my life anymore.

Is there any point of me to keep living?

I feel like a blind man, without light to anchor me and voice to guide me. Sightless. Defenseless.

What a useless being I am.

Ga jelas -01

Aneh ya?? Ga tau bentuk apa ini.
Cuma ngepost aj......................